wishin and waitin

well it's been a month since my last post. I am still alive, alhamdulillah. I am here. now I'm running my life.an extraordinary life. wow, the second academic year has been running for 4 months. this month's gonna be a busy month. a lot of visitors, many events, many meetings, many assignments. a lot of things are waitin for us, waitin for me. waitin either to be done or neglected. big responsible is needed for all of the things even for the small one. many surprising news come. whether it's good or bad. one of them make me keep wishin. I have a question, I don't now for which people. or maybe it's for me. do I have a chance? hmm, chance. everyone has a chance. but that's theoretically. I wish that's also practically. ya keep wishin. every single person had better keep wishin. I don't know what the reason is, but I do believe. ya, I do believe. whoaaaaa I need a great spirit to face all the things. guess what? on the early December we'll have a mock test. it's a kind of final exam for the 1st term. ya Bismillah. I'd try my best. I'd like to prove my self. well okay, it's been quite random-_- I don't have anymore to say. Bye~
wasalam
Amel ^^ 

Confusing :/

HEYHOOOO! it's been a long time ya since my last post. I always forget to write somethin besides I have no time-_- *gaya* ya actually I am also confused what to write therefore I haven't written anything else. mmm it's been around 3 months since the first day of the 2nd academic year. I have to be more adapted as day by day everythin's gettin much more difficult. I shouldn't repeat the same mistakes and I have to manage my time more wisely. ya learn from experience that I've been quite failed I think on my first academic year. not failed at all but ya I didn't do my best. now I have to be more focus. but... ya so many obstacles should be faced. and about ya.... I don't know what it is. it makes me happy sometimes, but it does also make me hurt. Hmm if I could I really wanna scream as loud as possible as strong as I could. running to the mountain, taking a deep breath, sleeping for  while, feeling the fresh air, screaming as strong as I could then crying as long as possible, until my tears are difficult to come out. *galaubanget-_-ewh* but that would be great I guess, and make me more comfort. ngg oke it's random. nothin to say anymore I guess, that's it for this post.

bye, wasalam
amel=)

boring-_-

well yaaa, it's boring. to be honest I am bored. HELL-O WAJAAAAAP? How come gituya lo bosen. hmm, but that's the fact. well it has been almost a week I'm here in my house. but I haven't felt the sense of holiday yaa. can you imagine thaaat?-_- what a pity! on the 1st day I played at Nadya's home wif Caca, then on the 2nd day went to my JHS but it's krikrik you know-_- the students were following the final exams and not all of the teachers were there. then until today, I don't go anywhere, stuck in my home. do nothing, nope do something of course but I mean yaa, just eating, watching, browsing, playing then sleeping. flat-_- oh my God. I cannot imagine if I spend the whole 1 month holiday like that, silly. I won't do that. I have to spend my holiday wisely before fighting again on the 2nd academic year. I've already had some plannings and I hope I can do it, no no no I have to do it-_- Okay I will hangout wif SA students from Depok and around, then gather with MPOS SMPN 3 Depok 09/10, play wif my best friends of course. and do anything lah. don't wanna be a fungi in my home-_- I hope I have enough money to enjoy my holiday so I won't ask a lot to y parents. ya I have to. well okay dunno what to say anymore, so let's end this post.

bye wasalam
Amel :)

holiday \m/

well, it has been a long time for me to not posting on this blog. yaa, I know that I'm not an active blogger, but it's okay right. finally I can go back home after 6 months in my dormitory. fiuh, okay it's time for me to get rest. I have to refresh my mind. can you imagine I haven't gone back to my home for 6 months. but finally this academic year holiday comes, yuhuuuuuu~ I have a month to spend my holiday, I hope it's enough wehehe. after waiting for around 6 months, by fighting with all of the lessons and all of the tests then I can go back now. I have ti spend my time wisely, yap wisely. I wanna meet my friends, pla, travel, go around, do anything that I cannot do in my dormitory. actually I wanna do something different, but I dunno what to do. pathetic. well I hope I will not get bored. I am not dormsick. really I do not feel dormsick. but to be honest, I cannot avoid that I miss people inside it. I am missing all of my friends, teachers and staffs. ya I miss that one. we'll meet again on July ya, let's enjoy our holiday first guys. and you know what? I have to go back to my school by bringing stupid phone. it is not permitted for us to bring smart phone. well, poor us-_- okay then I couldn't imagine how my daily life would be--' it will be so boring I think. can you imagine, you cannot take picture, cannot access internet. ya internet, that's the most important thing. I only can access internet especially twitter once several months-- oh my God. i don't wanna that time comes faster. but we will be given laptop each person, ya but it doesn't change anything. I still cannot access twitter-_- I have to use it wisely. but, yaa I know, maybe it's the best one for me, I have to sacrifice that if I wanna reach my dreams easier. maybe that's good for me. and I think school knows which one is good for me. so well, I'll use my phone more frequently on this holiday before I cannot bring it wkwk. Let's enjoy this holiday and keep rock \m/ haha well I think it's enough

bye, wasalam Amel :)

i don't wanna go back now

whoaaaaaaaa, it's my last day at home. poor me. today, January 5th 2012 i have to go back to Kinasih again. the shool activity will begin. actually i really don't wanna go back home now. i still want to spend the holiday with my family and my friend of course. because people aroun here star the school at 9th of January. not 5th. so poor me i think--' i'm lazy to go back there now. i really still wanna play with my friends. i am sad to leave them. it's really a short holiday. and you know what? i'll back on June 2012. can you imagine? i'll not go back home for around 6 months. that's a long time. i'll really miss my family and friends. but, what can i do? i only can obey the rules and run all of this. it is the consequence. i have to be willing. rrrr i hope my family and friends can visit me on weekend becau i'll miss them so bad fiuh. well one of the reasons why i'm lazy to go back there is beacuse of new dorm and new roommates. now, i'll live in kamboja. poor me. it's a small room. i am happy to stay in waipee 7. now i'm in kamboja 26. and i'm really confused to put all of my things because it is so many, but the room so small. and i'm sad because now i have different roommates. i have felt compatible with my roommates, and now we will be spread over. hmm, okay i have to be willing. just run it, and try to be have fun. and enjoy my days for the next couple months. hmm welll. i think i've confused, what can i write again haha. so i think it's enough and i have to prepare myself for the departure.

bye, see yaa wasalam
Amel :)

finally...

well finally AKHIRNYA NGEPOST JUGAAA! wahaha ngga nyante ya. fiuh udah berapa lama nih ngga nge post. ya maklumin ajalah. well kalo diliat dari postan sebelumnya gue salah ternyata gais. alhamdulillah libur taun baru gue pulaaaaang makanya ada disini wohoho. jadi ngga jadi 10 hari untuk 10 bulan. ternyata sekolah nawarin 2 permintaan untuk yang muslim, boleh pulang dengan biaya sendiri atau stay di kinasih. ya jelas gue milih pulang dengan biaya sendiri wong rumah deket gitu wkwk. kalo ngga macet 1 jam juga udah nyampe. gue pulang naik bus mgi depok sukabumi berrrr7. yap ber7. seneng banget rasanya bisa pulang lagi. tapi tetep aja sedih niccc. pas gue pulang bento udah libur soalnya kemarennya baru aja bagi rapot. dans libur gue itu cuma sampe tgl 5, tgl 5 gue sudah harus bakil kesana. dan ternyata....... *jengjengjeng* --' #skip bento dan sekolah2 di sekitar sini tuh baru masuk TANGGAL SEMBILAAAAN!! bayangin nggaaaaa? udah liburan lebaran ngga ke bento masalahnya kaya gini juga. terus sekarang? disaat libur lagi gue juga ngga ke bento. durhaka banget gue--' berasa alumni sombong gimana gituuu. ah padahal pengen banget ke bento tuh mau ketemu semuanya especially kokodayooo. terus ketemu guru2 jugaa. jajan di kantin, dll deh. bah tapi ternyata nasib berkata lain. yap gue belum ditakdirkan untuk ke bento lagi mungkin (?) *apadehmel* well selama liburan ini gue bener2 memanfaatkan buat main banget deeehhhhh. hari pertama pulang, Caca,Syahda,Hany,Litya langsung maen ke rumah gue terus kita ke rumah Nadya. beuh biasa deh cewe langsung tuh rumpi cerita2 wkwk. seru bangeeet. sampe jam 8 malem loh--' untung rumah gue sama rumah nadya deket wkwk. abis itu gue juga main ke rumah Litya tapi berdua sama caca doaaang yg lain pada gabisa. eh ternyataa karena kita mager akhirnya kita nginep gaiis-- hoho. abis itu juga main ke rumah cacaaa wohoho kangen sama tante sama om dsb. main di rumah caca ada mayang jugaaa wifiw. oiya terusterus gue juga jalan ke margo sama kaka sama keponakan gue tuh jalan segala macem deh. terus pas hari rabu tgl  28 desember kita jalan ke Margo nicc *amel,litya,caca,hany,nadya,intan* kita nonton garuda di dakdaku dua. EMIR SAMA ALINYA GANTENG PARAAAH! wahaha. oiyaa dan sebelum nonton KITA KAROKEAN LOH! wkwk apzi ya ngga nyante banget gue psikitik. kita karokean gila2an ampe suara gue sama litya udah mau serek gitu. mana gue sama litya nyanyinya lagu ngga nyante lagi wkwk. kalo nadya mah nyanyinya yg woles2 yang galau2 diamah wkwk. hmm abis itu gue nginep di rumah syira tuh sang keponakan. dan besok paginyaaa gue jalan lagi sama anak sampoerna yang ada di depok *amel,nadya,novel,oca,ai,sonia,intan,fariz* yap dan kita jalannya ke Margo (lagi) oke fyi aja itu ke3 kalinya gue ke margo dalam liburan. bosen amat ya--' gada tempat memungkinkan yg lain sih ha-ha. well sesdudah itu gue ngerayain taun baru di rumah ajaa bakar2 ayam sama jagung. ngga bakar rumah yang jelas *krik* nah pas udah gitu inilah dia *jengjengjeng* AKHIRNYA GUE KUMPUL OSIS WAHAHA! oke lagi2 gue ngga nyante. yap gathering ini diadakan di rumah gue locc kawan *promosi wkwk. tapi sayang yang kumpul cuma ber11. ngga lengkaaaap harusnya ber20 padahal. tapi gabakal muat juga sih di rumah gue--' kita makan,main,tukeran kado,nonton film horror *sotoypadahalpenakut*, dan yang paling penting adalah FOTO-FOTO HAHAHA! itu adalah agenda wajib kalo lagi kumpul2. mihihi. wellll, kayanya gue udah cukup banyak ngebacot deh gaiss. yasudahlah cukup sampe disini, semoga nanti gue bisa posting blog lagi.amiiin.


see ya, wasalam
amel :)